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It's not amusing anymore

Wed Apr 1, 2009, 4:41 AM
I’m getting so tired of people saying how fat I am. Ok I know I’m fat and I’m trying my best to do something about it, but I’m so sick of everyone thinking they’re telling me something new. It gets old hearing “you’re fat” “fat ass” “white whale” over and over again. I didn’t chose to be this way and it’s so hard to change. I’m just so tired of people saying shit just to hurt others it’s not cool and never fun as far as I know. I don’t know why I’m posting this anywhere, but I am probably because I’m not the only one who goes through this day after day. I have no self esteem or self confidence because of people saying the slightest things. Ok ya theirs the saying, “stick and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.” Who ever actually says that is full of shit because words can hurt especially to someone that hears it over and over again then they begin to believe it. I really don’t think I’m beautiful in anyway just by how people treat me. A few people respect me and to tell me I’m beautiful, but it doesn’t make up for the looks I get when I go anywhere. I exercise and eat right, but I have a very slow metabolism and it’s not my fault. I don’t even want to be a picture perfect 118 pounds which some people still criticize and call someone of that weight fat. I’m just sick of it I just want to be happy, beautiful to myself, feel good about myself, be with someone who cares weather or not I’m any of those things and most of all to be true to myself. I want to lose weight so I feel good and healthy that’s it. I’m sick of people trying to hurt me with their words and hurting other people in the same situation. Some people can’t help their weight because medical issues or just how their built.

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*Niansa Apr 1, 2009, 5:10:24 AM
ignore these people. you have something very few people have, and thats talent. you're an amazing friend, and very few people can call themselves that either! dont worry, when you're a world-renowned tattoo artist, you can look down your nose at those arseholes :hug:

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i'm a little teapot short and stout, here's my handle, here's my...other handle?! oh god, i'm a sugar bowl!!
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~wildfire1390 Apr 1, 2009, 5:36:20 AM
you're so amazing Nikki you always know just howt o make me feel batter. i'm happy you feel that way and it does make me feel a whole lot better. and i can't wait till that day happens :D :hug: :glomp: :D

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Cassy
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*Niansa Apr 1, 2009, 4:44:52 PM
and when that day does come, by God im gonna be getting tatted up by you!! :excited:

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i'm a little teapot short and stout, here's my handle, here's my...other handle?! oh god, i'm a sugar bowl!!
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~Kyle-Peltier Apr 1, 2009, 7:18:06 PM
Who do I have to kill bb?

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Deosil sings, the Waxwing cries.
Wandering heart, watering eyes.
Through the darkest depths,
My soul glides,
In a night none dare enterprise.
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~wildfire1390 Apr 1, 2009, 8:01:50 PM
No one it's all good Kyle i love you so much and appreciate the thought i'm over it now

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Cassy
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~wildfire1390 Apr 1, 2009, 8:03:04 PM
Yay i hope so i can't wait to tattoo you it will be an amazing and fun day :D... i can't wait till the day we meet face to face :D

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Cassy
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~Kyle-Peltier Apr 1, 2009, 9:55:20 PM
Mmmkay...

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Deosil sings, the Waxwing cries.
Wandering heart, watering eyes.
Through the darkest depths,
My soul glides,
In a night none dare enterprise.
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~Trentdaddy Apr 8, 2009, 8:56:00 PM
It's a major issue with American society. On one hand we lived in a fast paced society with bad economic times, resulting in people resorting to fast food and other unhealthy habits and on the other we constantly blinded by the Hollywood image as women are Photoshopped beyond reality. The image of "Barbie" is burned into peoples brain and as a result and for whatever reason (I say their own personal insecurities) people have a tendency to be rude to people overweight (though, that can vary depending where you live). I think most larger people are aware of their size so I don't see why it's necessary to call them fat. Call me black while you're at it.

You got three options: (Don't take this one the wrong way. :) )If you're unhappy with yourself you can take action and focus on weight loss techniques, you can cry about it, or you can embrace who you are and stand past the haters. You're not going to please everybody, even if you lose all your weight. All that matters is your health and happiness. Some of the "meanies" can be changed, but much of that bitterness will stay with the rest of them. So you should either ignore them or even go as far to say "Fuck You! I'm beautiful" because you are.

And then you can vent your anger through your art work. Even Mother Theresa had haters and she was considered the nicest person on Earth. The people who insult you are only trying to make THEMselves feel better in a negative way (instead of being at least constructive). The comments will hurt on impact but if you pass it off as nonsense and fodder you'll grow over it.
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